Someone..

What happen to me ya?
I really don't want to be like tat leh?
Why am I putting my MSN on... waiting for him?

He won't be online already de la..
He now has his new gf.. And his current gf is near him, so he can now date often..
How will he be often online?

Why am I still putting a hope?
I already told myself thousands time - NOT POSSIBLE ANYMORE!
Really hate myself... The truth already is there.. I already accepted it that he found a new girl..
Then why am I still can't forget?

Very torturing...
I have too much free time? Too free to think of him?
Wat can I do???? Wat shud I do?
Someone pls help me!