Sunday, August 15, 2010

14/08/2010 Diary

:( i know he travel for holiday, i indeed felt very happy ler..
But I missed him.. knowing I can't see him for a long time... and I also fell sick.. when i fell sick, I so wish to tell him.. But who am i wor to manja him?

Grace talked about him n his ex...
Is he really such a person? Lord, I wanted him to know u, believed in you... can u make him see u too?

Wish him have a safe travel journey.. :) Dear Lord, pls keep him safe always. Thanks thanks!

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

11/08/2010 Diary

Today, for once I stand so closed to him... actually was teaching him how to txt in chinese...
thought I'll have a fast heart beat standing closed to him... but it seems so calm n cool...

i didn't purposely stand closed to him, just the reflection of his hp, I can't see the image... so i have to stick close...

Is it the crush has over? haha... but then if so, why this morning, when i saw his car was in front of me on the road, i wish to catch up... then when i m closed, I felt my leg just soften.. heart beat went a little fast.. but I know I have soft legs then.... he drove so so fast... wow..

Or I wish I could be with him privately... But he seems also so normal to stand beside me just now.......

why? I am confused..