tarot reading...

The Hermit

Briefly: This card as it reflects a deep thinker, someone who spends time in isolation mulling over the mysteries of life. Much time may have been spent this way, and now it is all about to change.

Full Meaning: This card shows an elderly gentleman with a robe and hood standing atop a mountain holding a lantern in his right hand and a staff in this left hand. It is the middle of the night and the background is dark, and offset by the glow - which looks like a star, emanating from the lantern. The mountain appears to be snow capped and the night seems cold and he is alone. This can signify an event happening at night or in winter. If you are not in a relationship at this point in time, it is likely that you soon will be as this can symbolize the end of being alone, you finally find what you have been looking for, which may have been right under your nose. Prepare yourself in whatever way is necessary. Maybe you need to revamp your image or put on some brighter clothes, rather than hiding yourself under a huge coat or cloak.

have i told you...

there's so many thgs wanted to tell him..
he promise alot of stuffs too...

but... is gone..

help me.. i sometimes really cant take it anymore...
i noe is juz me who is being stupid...

what does he mean when he quote the lyrics?

remember some time ago.. i put part of Lenka (the show) lyrics on to my msn msg...

" i m juz a little gal lost in the moment, i m so scared but i dont show it, i cant figure it out, it's bringin me down."

he msn me.. and say abt tis song.. awhile to send over the song, then stop angrily say i didnt accept the song... he cancelled it... :(

then he quoted the lyrics to me...


I'm just a little bit caught in the middle Life is a maze and love is a riddle I don't know where to go I can't do it alone (I've tried) and I don't know why
Slow it down make it stop or else my heart is going to pop 'cuz it's too much Yeah, it's a lot to be something I'm not I'm a fool out of love 'cuz I just can't get enough

then, laugh and told me tis is part of song.. there's so many part, why tis part??
especially on the part.. "Slow it down make it stop or else my heart is going to pop 'cuz it's too much Yeah, it's a lot to be something I'm not I'm a fool out of love 'cuz I just can't get enough"

i wonder what he meant? does he noe, i do hv feel towards to him, if he does not have the same, then pls dont do all these to me, it's stirring me....
I am very scared then i'm falling deeper n deeper...

this happened on 24/05/2009, to date its almost 2 months d... does he still remember?

yesterday, he IM me in office, asked me to prepare for meeting.. then suddenly out of no where, asked:

"moody?"
i was stunt, and just answered: no ah... ok ah...
(am i?)

he just answer: kk

is tis the way he show his concern?

sigh.. am i thking too much.. yea... mayb.. yes. it shd hve i hv tot too much..

Horoscope 10/07

the horoscope say about tis for tml..

Friday, July 10
You will find that almost any situation can be solved without great difficulties or burdens. Just because you have some obstacles to overcome doesn't mean the two of you aren't meant to be together.

will it be true? am thinking abt him....

the frustration u gave - pain!

u chose ppl u wish to talk or tell.i m not into to noe ur everythg. then pls go tell ur angels if they r the one who cares!

go away!!

if i never know u. is i've changed or u have till i can't recognise? promises? flew with the aeroplane!

go away! dont come close me!

*tears*

don't wish...

hmm..dont wish to think so much..

I noe he is away wit a gang of frens for a trip.. i did ask 1 of them to get so news abt his status... haha.. is he still with his gf?

yest, i saw both them wore the same type of clothes.. design similar.. couple design shirt? then noted he onli online really late.. hmm... dating??

i suddenly dont wish to know the answer if the person manage find out.. i am scared....

dont wish to thk anymore.. but..
when i heard this song - I wanna be with you by Mandy Moore.... I feel so sad.. is it becoz i noe is impossible?

dont dare to thk.. dont wish to thk so much....
help~~

BF vs Friend

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誰可以當男朋友，誰只能當普通朋友。＊

普通朋友：半夜會找妳打BBS聊天到很晚。

男朋友：半夜看妳還在BBS上會趕你下線(當然妳可以柪個幾分鐘)。

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普通朋友：他會找你出去玩,叫妳放棄報告或翹課。

男朋友：他會催妳快寫作業,或者想要跟你討論功課。

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普通朋友：在你生病時，會講好話關心妳。

男朋友：在你生病時，他會關心到你很煩，而且逼你去看醫生。

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普通朋友：他會盡量說好話來討好妳，妳會覺得他很棒。

男朋友：他所說的話，都是關心妳的！但通常像是在命令妳，妳會覺得他幹麻這麼做。

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普通朋友：他什麼事情都會配合著你，只要你高興。

男朋友：他會幫你辨別是非，但你會覺得他管太多。

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普通朋友：他會說他要給你最大的幸福。

男朋友：他只能給你保證，妳跟他在一起，他是最快樂的。

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普通朋友：他會幫你買消夜，送宵夜，載你上下課。

男朋友：他會幫你買宵夜，不過他會提醒你，吃什麼比較健康. 他會載你上下課，不過要他有順路，因為他不能為你而翹課.因為他翹課，他成績便會不好，成績不好不會有好工作。 那你們將來日子怎麼會好過，他會想的很遠。

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普通朋友：他只有想到現在。

男朋友：他已經預見將來，該怎麼自我努力，好給你幸福。

愛上一个人..........如此的甜蜜卻又讓人受傷害
放棄一个人..........如此的難過卻又讓人心碎


珍惜身旁的每一个人,不要等到失去了

才瞭解到遺憾.和後悔是如此的痛苦....

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he fits most of the above? so can be boyfriend??

hmmm..... but but... is it true?

hahaha.. (think too much)