So long din write somethg..

Oh..it has been so long since the last time I wrote in here..

Ya.. life getting busier and busier.. non-stop 'burning midnite oil'.. why? coz always lazy and wait till last minute lor.. At last.. at last.. today finally handed up my last 2 assignment.. yipee.. merdeka from assignment.. BUT... masih dijajah oleh FINAL EXAM!!! :(

Days passed by so fast without realizing soon we are approaching to year end liao.. So fast.. Plans set early the year, how many has succeeded? Erm.. So far as I know.. Not any yet.. sad hor..

Oh.. Actually I quite enjoy my semester in a way and don't like it in another way.. It's fun coz I got a good lecturer.. She is a Sporting person, doen't make the class boring although the subject is boring.. And she likes to tell us her 'small stories' happen in her daily life.. Each time, she will fill with joy although the things she mentioned is not so good.. She took things quite positive.. Ya.. should learn from her.. And, She is a christian too.. Haha.. Get to know more interesting story from her, I think GOD has work things through her to let me see.. After all things are not that bad in life...

Erm.. tot a lot for a few days.. although busy for assign but still have blank space for my brain to think nonsence..haha.. Erm.. kind of sure what kind of life I want.. Always said that, but sometime do got lost..
I suddenly realize actually I enjoyed being alone.. Alone in a sense that I don't need any boyfriend at the moment.. Felt that alone is quite nice.. ya. GOT FREEDOM!!! that's what I want most now.. haha.. But if there's someone for me.. maybe I'll just take it.. haha.. is free mar..
haha.. :P

Next, is worries..worried my final exam coming.. haven't started to revise a single thing.. sigh.. Aiming for 1st class.. seems like this aim is hard to achieve.. now is so so so far from me.. even moving further away lor.. Aiming first class not to boast myself but to ensure I could find a job I like.. In my tot, if I do well in my degree course, I might be able to demand for better conditions..haha..

Just finished all my assignment today.. Sigh.. abit worried coz found out from my friend that they answer differently.. sigh.. last minute work is like tat lor.. end up giving the wrong answer.. sure, my lecturer very dissapointed liao.. I my self oso dissapointed already.. Me so bad, lazy.. that's why end up to be like that..

Oh..ya holiday approaching soon.. so nice and good... Must plan well for this time.. If not wasted.. But must start to do my research on my dissertation (thesis).. Long process and tough too.. Wish me all the best lor..

See? that's the consequences for not writing blog for such a long time.. ow felt like dumbing everything in my mind in this blog.. :P

Rainbows after the rain

Today, I got one very wonderful incidents to write in here.. haha.. Last nite too tired so didn't got the time to write it in here.

Firstly, was yesterday.. Yesterday, it was a rainny day.. As early as 5 am in the morning, the rain started pouring heavily.. It made me so lazy to get up to go college early as I planned..

However, something wonderful happened yesterday. I saw rainbow and not just one rainbow but 2 rainbows at the same time... Oh.. it happened like that.. I was taking bus home at about 7pm from the LRT station.. It was drizzling then and there was sun.. As the sun is setting to the west, I still could see the yellowish, orange bright big sun hanging near the edge of the sky.. It was so bright and beautiful.. It brighthen the whole sky.. It was drizzling then..I was having in my mind.. There is sun, there is rain, will there be rainbow.. ? As I was wondering.. I saw some colourful image on the sky.. Ya.. It's rainbow.. It is the 1st time I could see the whole rainbow across the sky.. It's so so so beautiful.. Seeing the rainbow reminds me of hope.. After all there may be darkness and cloudyness due to the rain, but the rainbow brought us hope.. Beside seeing 1 rainbow, I saw 2 of them.. ya.. really miracle I could see 2 at the same time.. The other one is just very vague next to the other one.. I felt so happy and excited to see the rainbow..

You may think :' Ceh.. Just a rainbow, what so big deal?" Ya, you may be correct. But, for me it is very wonderful as I have being going through some difficulties these days, and trying to struggle to see the bright day.. And the rainbow in the sky not just shown me the bright sky but it's give me hope and strength to continue to work hard and walk forward with what I believe in.. In my religiom, rainbow is a sign of promise and hope given by GOD.. so I am very happy indeed felt gracious for seeing the 2 rainbows! Oh ya.. I am a Christian (in case u wonder..)